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Not just any type of girl Hello! I'm Nurul. 21 year old. AB blood type. Lefty. Another plain Jane who rarely has an objective. I just accept what I get, either it was a reward for my hard work or even it was a punishment from my laziness. Those facts explain how loser I am. Oh I am also one of girls who wrote fan letter as her bio. Love pink. Has 2 different personality because I am AB lol. Half of myself already here so yeah, just read it! ^^ ohh! I'm so random. Remember!



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Matahari, bulan atau .....
Written at Saturday, January 9, 2010 | back to top



Nani ga attemo, atashi wa, akiramenai. Zettai. Akiramenai!
Apapun yang terjadi, saya tak akan give up. definitely.

nice words, huh...? Tapi, faham ke saya maksud sebenar those words? itu macam janji. Tapi yang jarang tertunai.

Kuroda sensei: Why didn't you raise your hand earlier?don't you want to ride the helicopter?
Aizawa sensei: it's not like that at all.Experience is vital for surgeon.I want to ride it as many as i can.
Kuroda sensei: Then why?
Aizawa sensei: there is no point being chosen by symphathy.
Kuroda sensei: so you want get on with your abilities?

-code blue s1 ep1-

Abilities, huh..? somehow, ayat ni remind me about myself. Saya lebih suka buat benda sendiri. Tanpa simpati orang. Tapi, sometimes, saya terfikir. Walaupun saya tak suka dapat simpati dari orang lain, walaupun saya lebih suka dapat sesuatu dengan kebolehan saya sendiri, tapi, saya jarang berusaha untuk increase my abilities. Saying something like, Saya akan berusaha, Fighting. Fighting. I won't give up, I'll definitely success even if it's takes 100 years, kadang-kadang, buat saya marah pada diri saya sendiri. Always saying those kind of words, but never understand their meaning..makes me think, I'm worst. Berperang dengan perasaan sendiri, memang sakit sebab at the last point, the one who will get hurt is me.

kenapa kita perlu belajar?
sebab kita belajar demi orang lain. Bukan diri kita.

-Ohitorisama-

Manusia tak boleh hidup kalau tak diperlukan oleh orang lain. Sebab tu, manusia akan buat apa saja supaya dia diperlukan oleh orang lain. Sebab tu doktor berusaha tingkatkan kebolehan supaya jadi yang terbaik dan pesakit boleh bergantung pada dia. Tak ada orang yang nak letak hidup dia dalam tangan orang yang hanya mampu jadi yang kedua, atau ketiga.

-Code Blue-

To be needed, huh..? somehow, saya rasa ayat tu agak kejam. Tapi, bila saya fikir semula, kata-kata tu semua betul. Manusia akan buat apa saja untuk diperlukan, untuk kehadirannya di 'acknowledge'. Walaupun, at the end, he or she is the one who will get hurt. That's life.

Dan saya? mampukah saya untuk jadi seseorang yang diperlukan? Akankah saya struggle in order to be needed by someone? Will I getting hurt because of it? Would that will be my limit? Mampukah saya jadi pharmacist yang diperlukan sekurang-kurangnya oleh seseorang? bukan. mampukah saya jadi manusia yang diperlukan oleh masyarakat, atau sekurang-kurangnya keluarga saya atau setidak-tidaknya oleh orang buta yang nak lintas jalan?

Boleh tak saya jadi manusia yang berguna bila saya keluar dalam masyarakat nanti? Mungkinkah saya terlalu banyak berfikir? =)

Kalau saya tak boleh jadi matahari, boleh tak sekurang-kurangnya saya jadi bulan?mampukah saya?
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