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I am ME | A Plain Jane
Not just any type of girl Hello! I'm Nurul. 21 year old. AB blood type. Lefty. Another plain Jane who rarely has an objective. I just accept what I get, either it was a reward for my hard work or even it was a punishment from my laziness. Those facts explain how loser I am. Oh I am also one of girls who wrote fan letter as her bio. Love pink. Has 2 different personality because I am AB lol. Half of myself already here so yeah, just read it! ^^ ohh! I'm so random. Remember!



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Feeling : Has crush on 이태민-koe ga suki. Soshite, anata no silent gesture, daisuki. 태민-san no ongaku itsumo kikimasu.
Eating : sushi, takoyaki, green tea,skittles, oat krunch, marshmellow lover. Nowadays mum homemade foods are saikou!
Doing : Sleeping 10 hours/day to get a better skin bleagh.
Watching : salamander guru and the shadow, operation love kver, painter of the wind, Rooftop Prince.
Reading : tuesdays with morrie by mitch albom.
Listening to : Lee taemin. Younha. Any beautiful ballad & R&B,Be Ma Girl-Teentop, Good night-B1A4.

Always Keep The Faith


CLERKSHIP SCHEDULE

[1] Clinical Oncology :
15/4/12-19/4/12

[2] Obstetric & Gynecology :
22/4/12-26/4/12

3] Surgery/Radiopharmacy :
29/4/12-3/5/12

[4] Pediatric :
6/5/12-10/5/12

[5] Medicine :
13/5/12-17/5/12

[6] Community Pharmacy :
20/5/12-24/5/12

[7] Psychiatry :
27/5/12-31/5/12

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A love letter: Koi shichattanda, tabun kitzuitenai...
of my brain and the devil living inside.
Path
mungkin itu yang dikatakan rumah ku syurga ku.
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Confession
Written at Thursday, February 27, 2014 | back to top

Azrin, saya suka awak.



I just want to say it, from my heart.
Sincerely.
Like school kid.
Without being rejected.


You never care about perception and acceptance until you fall in love.


With stranger.


Yours truly,
Nurul, 1402271047PD
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A love letter: Koi shichattanda, tabun kitzuitenai, deshou?
Written at Tuesday, February 18, 2014 | back to top

Kataomoi.

I have been suffering from kataomoi severely. How much i wish i am "dia yang menerangi hidup saya" how much i wish i am the one who next to him during his 48th birthday, the next cycle, after 19 years, where lunar calendar over lap, synchonize with western calendar. How much i wish oppa knows my sincere feeling, yet i dont have any confidence, and afraid of rejection. How much i wish oppa knows that i secretly listening to his voice tho it sounds creepy. How much i wish oppa knows that his simple emoticon is the reason why i am smiling troughout the day. How much i wish oppa knows his reply always make my day. How much i wish oppa knows how much i like his smiling eyes, his words, his characters. How much i wish oppa knows there is him in everything i see. Songs and there is oppa, Foods and there is oppa, books and there is oppa, places, roads, signboards, even the sky and the moon, sunset, sunrise, everything full of him. How much i wish oppa knows i always stunned whenever i hear his name, how many times i subconsciously scribble his name all over my books, mistakenly wrote my patient's name as his name. How much i want to tell and feel need to tell oppa how much i like him, but isnt it weird to like someone that you never meet face to face before. And our 5 years age gap are quite huge which is enough to make oppa thinks that i'm just a little kid who only plays around eventho i'm serious. How much i wish oppa will answer my heart. How much i wish oppa does like me as much as i like him. How much i wish oppa does think of me as much as i think of him.

And i wonder if i ever cross your mind, for me it happens all the time... Do you ever think of me even for 1 sec? I have fallen for you, maybe you haven't noticed it yet, ain't you?

Deshou?

Dear Axxxx san,
How do i reach you?

Sincerely,
Nurul, Melaka, 140218 00:10




And this is the very first love letter that i ever wrote. And probably the last. Bcos i am not good with words.
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of my brain and the devil living inside.
Written at Monday, September 23, 2013 | back to top

It feels so weird if you hate someone who is painfully smart and annoyingly kind. Especially if it is because of a guy. And you start comparing yourself with that hateful angel. Why people never treat you like they treat her. Especially when you realize that you are somehow better than her in other perspectives. And why must you transform into a jealous bitch. Its pathetic. It shows that you never let go. Or move on. A petty living thing in the diversity.
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Path
Written at Monday, June 3, 2013 | back to top


The wedding is over. Barakallah ke atas pengantin.

Two guys who happened to cross my path.

The first love. No. Kataomoi. One sided love.

A friend. Tanpa garisan persahabatan yang jelas.

Kedua-duanya sedang berbahagia, mungkin.

The me.

Never had a boyfriend.

Never engaged to a serious relationship.

If. If one of them is destined to cross my path again. In a good way.

I wish that would be the first.

Semoga dijodohkan dengan lelaki baik berpekerti mulia.

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mungkin itu yang dikatakan rumah ku syurga ku.
Written at Monday, May 20, 2013 | back to top

:)

Bila dah tua dan bekerjaya ni selalu rasa spend time bersama orang tua dan adik adik lebih bermakna. Berbanding masa belajar. Berlibur dengan rakan nampak indah.

Tapi sekarang,

Enjoy jadi driver.

Seronok jadi peneman ibu.

Beza antara pekerja dan pelajar.

Itu saya lah.

Weekdays untuk rakan dan kerja.

Weekends dan off day untuk keluarga dan diri sendiri.

Walaupun selalu kena kerja weekend.

Yang membawa maksud: kurang masa untuk diri dan keluarga.

:)

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stresss
Written at Thursday, April 25, 2013 | back to top

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Ohai.
Rasanya da lama sangat tak update kan. Hari ni kerja dekat farmasi pandu lalu (phasvas). Seronok sebenarnya jaga sini sebab relax giler unless ada patient buat hal tu je la. Macam aku hari ni hari phasvas aku yang paling disaster. Macan macam masakah. Balik pada keseronokkan, ada jugak yang tak syoknya, kerja phasvas balik lambat pukul 6. Time pukul 5 tengok jela orang balik sambil tunggu patient datang. Patient hospital melaka ni ramai yang fussy. Pharmacy manjakan sangat kan. Default appointment 10 kali pun still ada orang simpankan ubat. Jaga sini yang sakit hatinya bila defaulter  tu datang nak ngamuk ngamuk bila orang cari ubat dia lambat or tak jumpa. Ingat kau sorang je ke defaulters yang ada. Berpuluh tahu. Belum kira Dato ntah mana mana muncul dia punya kuli bawak copy prescription yang dah tak valid, dengan no registration tak tau, tarikh default tak tahu, kau ingat kau Dato', Dr, kau boleh suka suka default appointment berbulan bulan sampai prescription expired lepas tu muncul tanpa apa apa info dengan copy prescription yang expired tu mintak ubat. Cuba sekali bila pangkat da besar tu jangan nak nyusahkan orang. Ingat orang lain enjoy nak entertain perangai buruk macam tu?

Itu yang pertama la nak meleter. Yang kedua, sekarang aku attach dekat inpatient, second round punya attachment. Bos baik hati sangat bagi semua orang cuti pun susah jugak tak pasal pasal tak cukup staff. Dala prp attach memang tak ada kat satelit 3. Aku sorang je satelit 4.lepas tu bila aku kena jaga phasvas ni da pening tak cukup staff. Aku jugak ke yang salah? Aku masuk minggu first dah inform semua call aku then apa lagi salah aku? Suruh aku tukar? Dah la messagenya tak tersampai, lepas tu aku cari siapa nak tukar dengan aku pun tak ada. Salah aku jugak ke?dah la last minute baru aku tau nak kena tukar. Mana nak cari?siapa nak tolong kalau department lain pun serupa ada apa apa call kena inform at least seminggu awal. Siapa yang nak tolong ganti kalau tiba tiba je minta ganti. Salah aku ke prp attach tak ramai?salah aku ke staff tak cukup?aku bukan pergi makan angin bercuti pergi london, bali sana bersuka ria. Aku kerja kut. Balik lewat lagi. Sakit hati kut bila orang "ohh hidayah.. awak inpatient sat 4 kan? Sepatutnya kena cari orang ganti. Tak ada orang nak cover counselling nak counter check." Alah bukan tak boleh nak SOS prp main tu pun. Hari ni bukan hari indent DD pun dekat main sana. Kalau macam ni buat apa keluar jadual call untuk prp. Frp jela pergi buat sendiri semua sana, kalau buat jadual asyik nak suruh tukar tukar tukar. Tak kisah la department mana. Semua sama je. Dah la yang ni pun aku dah tukar tarikh kali kedua. Brrrr geram la kerja sini. Ni karang glamour la aku satu farmasi sebab aku buat phasvas staff satelit tak cukup. Menyampah.

Hari yang tak best kbai.

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